we are are confined to the small world we touch everyday...

inspired by nothing,my brain never resposes

 

i decided to write something today

whipped by all kinds of responsibilities,i am hurrying all the time

i do not know why all these responsibilities fall on my shoulder at last,which apparently are not what i really long for.

but what i have to admit is that i am really growing learning through all these tough stuff,no matter i like them or not.

 

i am a quite amiable person,without much passion for anything my heart doesn`t really want,without anger for anything my mind doesn`t really care.as a result,i am not an aggressive leader.all i can guarantee is that i will do my best out of responsibility.

 

to be frank,i was not in a good mood for the past month,as if a terrible spell had been cast on me,as if everything went against my will to offend me and test my tolerance.what i could do to soothe myself was constantly telling myself i did care.meanwhile,i still had to keep everything in the orbit and scatter my attention to a wide range of things.

 

the people i disparage most are those who contribute nothing but complain about the efforts others make.u can correct it,advise them or even replace them,but as long as u do not endeavor and experence it yourself u do not have the right to criticise others` achievements.respect for others` effort is your ticket to comment.

 

there are still tough days awaiting me ahead as the curtain of future gradully rises and reveal all the dreams and fear buried under the veil of my heart.

 

it is hard to tell going to Hongkong is my intened plan or an adventure to circumvent the loneliness i will face here especially after the farewell of certain goodfriend and the weariness of the lifestyle here accumulated. 

 

whatever,i can repose for a while in the name of the celberation of the 110th anniversary of my university.